The thing that I carry is a picture of my mom every day just because i love her with a passion even though she does things to me which get me mad but i will always love her to the bottom of my heart. She’s one of the nicest person to me and I don’t care what people have to say about her but to me, she makes me want to cry sometimes because she was not there for the things that happened to me. For the days of my life, I never knew that I had a really bad seizure and my mother was going really crazy that she almost had a heart attack. I just could not believe that she was really crying for me. My family had to rush me to the hospital and when I got there I had white stuff coming out of my mouth and then my mother had a heart attack. They had to put her in a room to calm down. Days had passed by and I was still in the hospital. I could not speak after a while and the doctor still couldn’t figure out what was wrong.